cleanero - Last Desire

Music and Lyrics: とりP

Album: Force

いなくなっても平気だから

Inaku natte mo heiki dakara

I don’t care if you’re disapearing

どこへでも行ってしまえばいい

Doko e demo itte shimaeba ii

It’s fine for you to go to anywhere you want

初めからわかっていたんだ

Hajime kara wakatte ita nda

I already knew from the start

飽き性の君とは長くない

Akishou no kimi to wa nagakunai

that I won’t last long with the unfatihful you

一人でいる方が楽だなんて

Hitori de iru hou ga raku da nante

After all, I always think that “being alone is much better”

そう思っていたし　嬉しいはずなのに

Sou omotte itashi ureshii hazu nano ni

So, I should just be fine with that

まだ突き刺さった　君の言葉が抜けないまま

Mada tsukisasatta kimi no kotoba ga nukenai mama

With your words still stuck inside my head

心の中　暴れるよ　何かを求めて

Kokoro no naka abareru yo nanika o motomete

My heart is rampaging, as if demanding for something

少し広くなった部屋で　一人呟く

Sukoshi hiroku natta heya de hitori tsubuyaku

Inside the room that feels a little wider, I whisper to myself

鏡の中　寂しそうな　瞳が見ていた

Kagami no naka sabishisou na hitomi ga mite ita

Seeing those lonely-looking eyes reflected on mirror

探してなんかいないけれど

Sagashite nanka inai keredo

Even though I don’t have something to search

今日は少し外へ出てみよう

Kyou wa sukoshi soto e dete miyou

Today, shall we try to go out for a while?

いろんな場所に残る君のカケラ

Ironna basho ni nokoru kimi no kakera

Fragments of you that remain in different places

集めては　心の隙間埋めていた

Atsumete wa kokoro no sukima umete ita

Having them collected makes me bury the cracks in my heart

まだ気付いてないふりをしてる　意味も無いのに

Mada kizuitenai furi o shiteru imi mo nai noni

I know it’s no use for pretending not to realize it

無駄なプライド　邪魔してる　声が出てこない

Muda na PURAIDO jamashiteru koe ga detekonai

But “This useless pride is bothering me” won’t escape my mouth

手放すのは簡単だけど　必要なら

Tebanasu no wa kantan dakedo hitsuyou nara

Letting go of your hand is easy for me, but if it’s necessary

縛ってでも　そばにおいておくべきだったな

Shibatte demo soba ni oiteokubeki datta na

You should have tied me up beside you

一人でいる方が楽だなんて

Hitori de iru hou ga raku da nante

After all, I always think that “being alone is much better”

そう思っていたし　嬉しいはずなのに

Sou omotte itashi ureshii hazu nano ni

So, I should just be fine with that

もう疲れてしまった　強がるのはやめにするよ

Mou tsukareshimatta tsuyogaru no wa yame ni suru yo

“It’s no use. I’ve gotten tired. I will stop pretending strong.”

なんて言えば聞いてくれるの

Nante ieba kiite kureru no

But, if I say so, would you be able to hear it?

戻ってきてくれ　また笑い合って夢を語ろう

Modotte kite kuremata waraiatte yume o katarou

Please come back, I want to laugh and talk about dreams with you

返事の無い君の体　もう動かない

Henji no nai kimi no karada mou ugokanai

Your responseless body won’t move anymore